First of all, I am not asking for your money, so stop saying I am begging. I need guidance and advice. Stop being so cruel. Someone keeps flagging and sending nasty post. Does anyone else feel like this? I am very overwhelmed and tired of hearing people say God wont give you more than you can handle, everything happens for a reason, things will get better, blah blah blah? Well I pray everyday, I go to church everyday, I do not lie, I do not cheat, I do not steal, and I do good things for everyone. This is where it has gotten me. I have had breast cancer and am a survivor and diabetes and several surgeries. I guess here is where I am supposed to say I am lucky I am alive, but I ask myself for what, what more can I handle? My husband has a bone marrow cancer which is in remission, but his very kind employer where he worked for 15 years without a blemish on his record chose to not renew him because he needed reduced hours for a few months. He is too young to retire and healthy enough to work many long hours as he did in the past. Yes, we could have sued but never in a million years dreamt it would be this hard to find something else in his field. We are talking about a family here who has never been arrested, very clean record, never a traffic ticket, nothing, doesn't smoke, don't drink and don't do drugs. We have raised our children to be model citizens, but now it is time for college what am I supposed to tell my son that he can't go because we can't afford because your dad can't find a job? I am looking for one as well with benefits. I have excellent computer and communication skills. Here is my problem I am supposed to decide where we need to move to, where my son needs to go to college, help my husband get a job, keep my other son in college, get this son graduated. I have lost my faith, I am drained, no one cares, no one ever cared. When they threw my husband away, they threw my family away and didn't care. Our major problem is we are not well connected and don't know a lot of people. Just a family who works hard and does we are supposed to do responsibly while maintaining a low profile. We never kissed anyone's butt and this is where we are today. Oh and by the way, another school employee who slept with students is still there, and my husband is gone because he had an illness. How wrong is this? I really need someone to help me figure all this out. What they have done is wrong, but we need to focus forward and try to live day by day and make our ends meet. By the way, I guess you figured I have no one to listen that is why I am here. Please don't laugh at me or send me hate mails. I needed to vent and wish someone could provide me with some input. Sending nasty hate mails only tells people you have nothing better to do with your life and how meaningless your life is
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