female seeking psychological expertise. must be experienced and able to prove it. Over the past few years I have been becoming more and more aware of myself and realizing that I have not been at all. I've spent the past year searching researching and self diagnosing to little good effect. I'm throughly confused on who I am, why I do the things I do, or think the things I think, and I need to stop thinking about it. I'm constantly in distress and confusion..help! I need some help from some good hearted person willing to help someone who has nothing to offer. i cannot afford therapy. Looking for someone experienced in personality disorders(neurosis,schizoid,depersonalization,masochism), autism, anxiety,add, prescription and non prescription drugs